Deliberate Indifference

I had a friend when I was a kid who was just a horny mother fucker. In math class, he used to pull his developmentally advanced phallus out and draw smilley faces on the fat head and shake it at me.
Later as a teenager, he would jack off in the shower, never worring about what the others would think because he knew he was the alpha man. He’d just stand there with a raging donger as others looked and mentally drooled over his fat meat.
I just looked on in awe and lust knowing that he would be feeding me that pipe later in the day. We’d go to a forest preserve and he’d whip out his dick for me to play with and suck on. Eventually, he’d stuff it up my ass and fill me with his jizz. After he would usually stand there with spunk dripping out his dick and just piss wherever he was, letting the spray fly around. He’d turn to look at something and piss all over me without any concern as to where the piss was flying,
He was an amazing man who understood his sexuality and how it affected others and he used that.
He was, as long as I knew him, Deliberately Indifferent.

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As a cocksucker, it’s very frustrating to connect with some hot fucking dude only to find out he really doesn’t like to have his dick sucked. Sometimes men just haven’t ever had a really good dick-sucking to know if they like it or not (a challenge indeed). Maybe they are just so into fucking asses that anything else is just a distraction. One man, I talked to told me that oral sex isn’t even sex… just a small part of foreplay, maybe. Or, other times, you just run into another cocksucker. I won’t say that as a cocksucker I don’t like having my dick sucked, but I rarely do because I know there’s a dick that could be in my mouth just a couple of feet away.
Even the men who really do like having their cock sucked very often like it for a while and then want to move on to other things. But a true cocksucker wants and needs to follow through to completion and get that beautiful sticky load down their throat, on their face, tongue, or wherever, and get those accolades from the man about what a great cocksucker he is.

Cocksucker doing his job

I like some balance, so usually, I suck for a while and if he’s grabbing at my hole and getting me worked up that way, I turn around and spread it open for him.
But sometimes, you find the man who likes nothing more than having a talented cocksucker down between his legs going at it for as long as it takes to get the job done. I’m not talking about a man who lays back and is absent. Verbal encouragement, moans, filthy words spitting out his mouth as you keep stuffing his dick in your throat. specific instructions about where he wants your tongue or how long he wants his swollen cock to stay parked in your throat. It’s all good. I’m partial to being instructed to keep looking his eyes as my throat envelopes his fat donger, or a well times spit in my face or being told to say, “I’m a faggot cocksucker” while my throat is full of dick. It’s heaven really.

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So, be sure to hold on to the man who really wants you to go from start to finish with his dick in your mouth. They’re rarer than you might think.

Thirsty Urinal

The urinal is a mouth.
A bottomless pit of a throat.
The witness to all
the magic beings
pulled out from between
the zippers and buttons.
Watching as gym shorts
are pulled to the side
to reveal veined beef.
Black & white and hairy and shaved.

Some lucky porcelain
gets an occasional
sticky white treat.

The lucky witness
to the magic meat.